- I Stand By The Door
- written by Samuel Moor Shoemaker
- I stand by the door
 I neither go too far in nor stay too far out
 The door is the most important door in the world
 It is the door through which men walk when they find God.
 There's no use in my going way inside and staying there
 When so many are still outside and they, as much as I, crave to know where the door is
 And all that so many ever find is only the wall where a door ought to be.
 They creep along the wall like blind men with outstretched, groping hands
 Feeling for a door, knowing there must be a door, yet they never find it.
 So I stand by the door.
 The most tremendous thing in the world is for men to find that door -
 The door to God.
 The most important thing any man can do
 Is to take hold of one of those blind, groping hands and put it on the latch -
 The latch that only clicks and opens to the man's own touch.
 Men die outside that door
 As starving beggars die on cold nights in cruel cities in the dead of winter
 Die for want of what is within their grasp
 They live on the other side of it, live because they have found it
 Nothing else matters compared to helping them find it
 And open it and walk in and find Him.
 So I stand by the door.
 Go in great saints, go all the way in
 Go way down in the cavernous cellars and way into the spacious attics
 It is a vast roomy house, this house where God is.
 Go into the deepest of hidden casements of withdrawal, of silence, of sainthood
 Some must inhabit those inner rooms,
 And know the depths and heights of God
 And call outside to the rest of us how wonderful it is
 Sometimes I take a deeper look in, sometimes venture in a little farther
 But my place seems close to the opening
 So I stand by the door.
 There is another reason why I stand there -
 Some people get part way in and become afraid
 Lest God in the zeal of His house devour them
 For God is so very great and asks all of us.
 And these people feel a cosmic claustrophobia and they want to get out
 "Let me out!" they cry, and the people way inside terrify them more.
 Somebody must be by the door to tell them that they are spoiled for the old life
 They have seen too much.
 Once taste God and nothing but God will do anymore.
 Somebody must be watching for the frightened
 Who seek to sneak out just where they came in
 To tell them how much better it is inside.
 The people too far in do not see how near these are to leaving
 Preoccupied with the wonder of it all
 Somebody must watch for those who have entered the door but would like to run away
 So for them too, I stand by the door.
 I admire the people who go way in,
 But I wish they would not forget how it was before they got in
 Then they would be able to help the people who have not yet even found the door
 Or the people who want to run away from God again
 You can go in too deeply and stay in too long and forget the people outside the door
 As for me, I shall take my old accustomed place
 Near enough to God to hear Him and know He is there
 But not far from men as to not hear them and remember that they are there too.
 Where? Outside the door.
 Thousands of them, millions of them
 But more important for me, one of them, two of them, ten of them
 Whose hands I am intended to put on the latch
 So I shall stand by the door and wait for those who seek it.
 I had rather be a doorkeeper, so I stand by the door.
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